How quickly life can change, and without your permission, I am not sure that I believe in fate or even that we create our luck. I am certain that we do have about 90% control of our lives and the other 10% can be accounted for variable change. Yet, it has become apparent to me that the more we "live" the more we "risk." While some fear the unknown, I fear the familiar and while I like order and routine, I need the satisfaction of knowing that I am in a routine because I chose it, not because it chose me. Sometimes we do things because they are easy or because they are comfortable, but if the right opportunity presents itself I need to know that I can take it without a second glance. Each time I move to a new place and make new friends I learn more about myself and who I want to be. Life is not black and white or about right and wrong, sometimes good people do bad things, sometimes bad things happen to good people. I would like to think that my life has a greater purpose that I am not yet aware of, but as I am a realist I am fully aware of the distinct possibility that my ordinary life will continue to be unnoticed for its' entirety, and to tell you the truth I have never felt better about my life until now...now....now...now...now....now......(you get the idea) "Because if you don't go, you will never be there."
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